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Mon Nov 30, 2009, 1:33 PM
so havent written here in a while.

had a gd weekend with my mates again. kinda loving em all, loving to c em!

things back here however? Wel.. there kinda numb. No ones really talkin bout anyfin like uttering a word about the situation will instantly bring death upon us all *thinks hard. Good or bad thing?* heh oh well.

It works to ignore it for a while, just forget everything and move on but then it comes back to bite u in the ass and will not let go only the pain hurts worse each time it has to reattach.

I no i say i hate my life, i hate my family but in the end this is all making me into the person that i am but i just wish there was a less painful way to do it.



My granparents came over yesterday, bringin my brothers home and i could not control the rage, hatred and anger that always appears when a certain female is around. I love her yes, as she is my family but at the same time i hate her, she has caused so much pain and suffering not only in my life personally but to that of my mother and for that i will never, NEVER forgive her. anyways back to yesterday, i dont no what comes over me but i really cant stand them, its like im watching myself, tasting my words as bitter and horrid as the hatred i feel, watch the anger show in my eyes yet only i can see. As for the male? hes ok i guess but i really cant stand him for very long and for what he does to my family i shall never forgive and if he hurts my parents once more he shall no longer walk on this earth, he does not deserve them he is inferior.

anyways my emotions here seem to be straying yet are all linked together ahhaha. My brothers are driving me insane. gettin me in the shit for things i have not done nor would ever do yet they are the golden and choosen ones so their words are law.

Anyways for those who read this ta but theres no need just needed a rant. The emotions pretty dry so the words are not strong just reflecting the searing pain within my aching body *quite literally*

Bye ^^

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